I Love You I have a smile stretched from ear to ear to see you walking down the road we meet at the lights I stare for a while the world around disappears just you and me on this island of hope a breath between us could be miles let me surround you my sea to your shore let me be the calm you seek oh and every time I'm close to you there's too much I can't say and you just walk away and I forgot to tell you I love you and the night's too long and cold here without you I grieve in my condition for I cannot find the strength to say I need you so oh and every time I'm close to you there's too much I can't say and you just walk away and I forgot to tell you I love you and the night's too long and cold here without you need more to describe my emotion?:P

May

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feeling lucky. i consider myself as very lucky in many ways.even though in status wise or financial matters, i am not even nearly as good as any of my colleagues,i still consider myself lucky .GOD has given me so much, has answered most of my prayers, has made most of my dreams and wishlists come true. at the very least, i still have enough money to spend to my heart content , still have a home that shelters me from windy/rainy days and unmerciful hot sunrays. i still have a family to whom i can turn to whenever i'm in need.and i dont have to beg in the streets just for a mouthful of rice. indeed, i am lucky. why am i bringing this matter up now? no,no,i am not consoling myself for any minor defects in this supposedly 'wonderful' life of mine. neither am i trying to convince myself that i am vastly superior compared to other beings in this world. i am just ranting about this cause of my encounter today. i saw one chinese guy sleeping on the floor in front of this old shop near SELVAM'S. he doesn't look that old, but he looks very frail, shabby and sad.he was wearing one faded shirt with a short. beside him, was one big bottle of water . my mind started to ponder,doesn't he has anyone that can take care of him, any kids/relatives/wife whatsoever that can REALLY look after him. was he ever married after all? how would he eats? how he gets money to buy food? does he has a house? all this question keeps on nagging me. i know that this is actually none of my business. not highly jobless to take care the hem of others gown when my one pun koyak, but it's only that i suddenly feel so sad for him. i suddenly sympathize with him and the emotion overwhelmed me. the only time i ever felt this way was when i was in manipal. this view that i just described, is not an unfamiliar one in manipal. trust me, it's even worst. ppl actually sleeping everywhere on the green green grass under the open sky with stars and moon.how they can stand the chilly nite with some papers and thin blankets is beyond me. and there are beggars EVERYWHERE.BUT THAT WAS INDIA. and THIS IS MALAYSIA.and back to this old man story, here, i can only look at him with sympathy and sadness. i cant make much difference in his life now with the emotions that i have. i have no money to offer yet.well, maybe one day, when i am rich enuf, i will do something to make a good difference in this less fortunate ppl life. and for now, maybe its enuf to have some sympathy, for a start...

WARNING:MUSHINESS AHEAD. NOT FOR THE FAINTEST OF HEART CAUSE STRABISMUS DO NOT ATTEMPT READING IF U'RE PRONE FOR ATTACK OF VOMITING OR BOUTS OF COUGHING OR U ARE IN THE ASSOCIATION AGAINST PDA(PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION, NOT PATENT DUCTUS ARTERIOSUS) .THANK YOU. TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN. i am not not angry anymore with u. I am so sorry that I ever mad with u. I just can't figure why was i mad with u in the first place. Maybe, it was my hormones. Maybe it's the work. Maybe it's my patience that starting to thin out these days, maybe i am undergoing early aging process aka dementia. Maybe i am frustrated with every single thing in my life nowadays that i took it out at u. Maybe i am just being myself. But whatever the reason was, i would like u to know, that deep down i do care for u, and my feeling for u never change. Like it or not, i'm stuck with u, cause i choose to (actually, i like to be stucked with u). And coz of ur soft nature and patience, i am feeling terribly bad for treating u with silence. Thank u for being so understanding and patient. Thank u for always being there for me. Thank you for always tak kisah with my tantrums and my antics. Thank u for everything u did for me in the past, present and in future. oh yeah, did i ever mention that i think u are cute too? yours sincerely, UR little lioness( when i'm fuming mad).

tomorrow can be too late...The Messege is really nice!!! I

• f you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it . Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .
• If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know... tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you .And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .
• If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him. Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late .
• If you still love a person that you think has forgetten you... tell her/him. Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.
• If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it. Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.
• If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.
• If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it . Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , then tomorrow can be too late.

boring giler hari nih....pagi2 bukak internet takleh...network down lagi...so i just continue sleeping until 9 something. wake up with a start coz fazli called. he went back to kl today morning. pehtu terus takleh tido. went jogging at 9.30. sound crazy, meh? hehe...takleh wat apa...den kene turun few kg before my cousin's wedding...haha, cam aku lak nak kawin sibuk kuruskan badan...(tapi dak kurus2 pun). well actually ni sumer my mum's doing. ada ker she made me one kurung moden and one kebaya with my once- upon- a- time slim figure nye ukuran. she wants me to slim down. she's actually very worried with my figureless figure skang ni...huhu...tapi tatau persal, i'm actually very contented with my body now. maybe, sbb hati tak susah kot..:) cik abang pun dak kisah mana rasanya....tgk ler, kalau pehni tergerak hati nak kuruh balik. tapi, my mum worries are not pointless...i have strong family history of diabetic. so she's very worried ler that i will somehow get it early. insya allah tak kot. ari jumaat malam sabtu aritu, meema, shoby, pravinna(shoby's sis), aroona and me went to funfair kat tepi tesco. hurm, takde la great sangat...ok2 la.... hehe tapi i didnt play at all.. i am actually scared of height...gayat sangat...even kalau dok kat bangunan tiga pat tingkat tgk bawah pun dah gayat...inikan nak naik mende yang pusing 360 degree 30-40 feet from ground.. mmg takleh la...not the type that enjoy the adrenaline rush...hehe, kalau naik gak, mau termuntah kot kat atas tuh....baik takyah. so, me and shoby just stand firm on the ground. watch this ppl main rasa cam teruja a bit nak try. but, am not that daring ler...meema and aroona actually went up for 5 times. giler babai enjoy diorang tuh. me and shoby lak pi buat gambor ngan pasir tuh...tatau cemana nak cakap....ala sticker yang letak pasir kalaer2....hehe and it turns out as pictures/potrait. both of us chose gambar snow white.. lama gak wat mende tuh...ada la dalam one and half hours. tapi as i am not that artistic, the result is quite atrocious...background colour dia tak cun ler.....before put background, dah lawa dah...bila silap colour for background...hancusss...hehe...tapi hati puas....leh gak gantung kat dalam bilik wat decoration. tu ler aktiviti me semenjak dua menjak nih.....alamak, dont have any idea dah....i'll update later...cincao!

Tersebutlah, di suatu pulau kecil, tinggallah berbagai macam benda-benda abstrak. Ada Cinta, Kesedihan, Kekayaan, Kegembiraan dan sebagainya. Mereka hidup berdampingan dengan baik. Namun suatu ketika, datang badai menghempas dan air laut tiba-tiba naik dan akan menenggelamkan pulau itu. Semua penghuni pulau cepat-cepat berusaha menyelamatkan diri. Cinta sangat kebingungan sebab ia tidak dapat berenang dan tak mempunyai perahu. Ia berdiri di tepi pantai mencoba mencari pertolongan. Sementara itu air makin naik membasahi kaki Cinta. Tak lama Cinta melihat Kekayaan sedang mengayuh perahu. "Kekayaan! Kekayaan! Tolong aku!" teriak Cinta. "Aduh! Maaf, Cinta!" kata Kekayaan, "perahuku telah penuh dengan harta bendaku. Aku tak dapat membawamu serta, nanti perahu ini tenggelam. Lagipula tak ada tempat lagi bagimu di perahuku ini." Lalu Kakayaan cepat-cepat mengayuh perahunya pergi. Cinta sedih sekali, namun kemudian dilihatnya Kegembiraan lewat dengan perahunya. "Kegembiraan! Tolong aku!", teriak Cinta. Namun Kegembiraan terlalu gembira karena ia menemukan perahu sehingga ia tak mendengar teriakan Cinta. Air makin tinggi membasahi Cinta sampai ke pinggang. Ia kian panik. Tak lama lewatlah Kecantikan. "Kecantikan! Bawalah aku bersamamu!", teriak Cinta. "Wah, Cinta, kamu basah dan kotor. Aku tak bisa membawamu ikut. Nanti kamu mengotori perahuku yang indah ini," sahut Kecantikan. Cinta sedih sekali mendengarnya. Ia mulai menangis terisak-isak. Saat itu lewatlah Kesedihan. "Oh, Kesedihan, bawalah aku bersamamu," kata Cinta. "Maaf, Cinta. Aku sedang sedih dan aku ingin sendirian saja..." kata Kesedihan sambil terus mengayuh perahunya. Cinta putus asa. Ia merasakan air makin naik dan akan menenggelamkannya. Pada saat kritis itulah tiba-tiba terdengar suara, "Cinta! Mari cepat naik ke perahuku!" Cinta menoleh ke arah suara itu dan melihat seorang tua dengan perahunya. Cepat-cepat Cinta naik ke perahu itu, tepat sebelum air menenggelamkannya. Di pulau terdekat, orang tua itu menurunkan Cinta dan segera pergi lagi. Pada saat itu barulah Cinta sadar bahwa ia sama sekali tidak mengetahui siapa orang tua yang menyelamatkannya itu. Cinta segera menanyakannya kepada seorang penduduk tua di pulau itu, siapa sebenarnya lelaki tua tadi. "Oh, orang tua tadi? Dia adalah Waktu." kata orang itu."Tapi, mengapa ia menyelamatkanku? Aku tak mengenalnya. Bahkan teman-teman yang mengenalku pun enggan menolongku" tanya Cinta heran. "Sebab," kata orang itu, "hanya Waktu-lah yang tahu berapa nilai sesungguhnya dari Cinta itu ..." IN OTHER WORDS, WE USUALLY FORGET ABOUT THOSE THAT LOVE US, WHENEVER WE ARE SURROUNDED BY COMFORT AND LUXURIES . sometimes, we just realize and start to appreciate them when it's too late. when they are gone, worse if its forever. so maybe, we should start to pay extra attention to ppl around us, if we haven't start ler...if dah start tu, keep it up!:P

ONELINERS-->IZZIT U AND ME?

• Regular naps prevent old age... especially if you take them while driving.
• Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right and the other is the husband!
• A child's greatest period of growth is the month after you've purchased new uniforms.
• You can't buy love . . . but you pay heavily for it.
• Bad officials are elected by good citizens who do not vote.
• Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired.
• Marriage is give and take. You'd better give it to her or she'll take it anyway.
• My wife and I always compromise. I admit I'm wrong and she agrees with me.
• You're getting old when you enjoy remembering things more than doing them.
• Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools talk because they have to say something.
• They call our language the mother tongue because the father seldom gets to speak.