I have kept to myself for two years. It may look like a mere two years. But there were so many memorable things actually has occurred. Some were the things that I felt will never happen. But it actually did. And I am grateful for the opportunity that He has granted me with. I have shed many tears, of joy and happiness, of hopelessness and gaining another again, of rejoice , of many others that cant be described here. those which were left behind will always remain at the back of my mind. Though not all I wish to remember, they will still be there in the darkness. I remember myself a few years ago. Heartbroken to bits. My dreams shattered. I was disillusioned. It was cruel. But it opened my eyes to the real world. And I am thankful to what i tasted. Though I must say it was very bitter, I have survived and revived, and now are so much alive. I have shed many silent tears for a lost love. But I really am thankful, for my loss was actually my gain. I am overwhelmed for all the beautiful plans he laid for me.he has a grand plan indeed. I have found the love of my life. And it so happened that person is now my kind, gentle and warm fiancé, that supports me in every way he could and he know of. And I couldn’t describe how contented my life is now. To the person, obviously you know who you are. Thank you very much for all the wonderful things u did, for all the dreams that u endeavour to make come true, for all the love that u actually give, for all the words that u made me believe. U are really my vanilla to my root bear, the cheese to my macaroni. I love u with all my heart. And I will wait patiently for the day u come back home. Though we are thousand miles apart, I believe our hearts are entwined as one. I love u yesterday and today. I will love u more tomorrow. this is my first declaration of love to u. i love u.