i did it again,yeah. i know, i know. i promised to myself that i will update regularly. but its hard. with my routine, it is very very hard. whatever it is,here i am again. i changed my posting. i was placed in the blood bank. it was supposed to be easier than the previous routine i've been through. well, it partly was. but not truly easy and one to be taken lightly. i did learnt a few stuffs that i never knew. more understanding of the blood request process. more understanding of the process of recruiting a donor, and get to realized a few stuffs too, that is how diffilcult and how crucial is the task that the doctors in blood bank played, in ensuring that those 'upstairs' people get enough blood and component supply to cater for their needs in saving the lives of their patients, and at the same time, making sure that those bloods are safe to be given. its not a role that should be taken for granted. i appreciate the opportunity to learn and to understand this. in the future, if i am destined to be a specialist, i hope that i will be a well informed and are aware of others are doing, and will appreciate what they all are doing along with me in saving other peoples lives. well, thats what team spirits are, at least in my humble opinion. so, after 3 months in blood bank.i got a very pleasant suprise. i will be starting in KKM headquarters in january. again, Allah answered my prayers.He made me wait, but the wait is all worth it. He made it timely with my husband coming home. At the moment, my husband is away on business trip to the US. And i could not imagine how my life would be if i have to start earlier on in Putrajaya. i sure will manage somehow, but it must be kind of depressing too. to learn new stuffs,the road and living alone may make me go nuts. well, i have to declare that i am dependent on him, honestly. i would be lost if i dont have him in this transition trying period. but i am overjoyed too, at the prospect of finally settling down with him.so Allah definitely knows better, his timing is perfect. Thank you Allah, alhamdulillah. So now i am busy with packing and tidying up. I will be starting fresh and new.There will be new challenges but i will try my best to tackle them. I will learn new things and meet new people. But thats what life is all about. We have to move on and make the best of what we have. Dream on and make it real. As for me, my first is to see my husband tomorrow. He is currently on the plane. It must be tiring, the journey will be more than 24 hours.I hope he will be safe and sound.Cant wait to see him and make him eat keropok lekor after 2 months.I miss him so very much. Next, i want to start renovating our new home. My mind is whirling with so much ideas.But that could wait, let the boss come back first and have his rest.Then, i will start reliving the ideas to him. Owh, i cant wait.